Steven'zworld.

   It's being a while I wrote something. Almost forgotten how I get my muse. Luckily, I found a new way... ********** ********** ********** ********** ************* More of life Less of love More of facts Less of infatuation. Words of Advice They say, Be smart They say. You too young Steven Step off that podium It holds nothing but heartbreaks It sucks all your emotions in And leaves you stranded at will. Luckily, am not you Sir. Falling in love is a beauty to admire Perfection dripping from one's  bones Sweet sensations running through your spine An Art carefully sculptured to marvel *The Monalisa of all feelings*. Once in a while, I drown myself in this beauty Get lost in her world And totally forget reality. Once in a while, I never want to come out. What's there not to like? The flawless skin embedded on an angel Or the sweet savour oozing from her eyes Oh wait! I know. The charismatic personality she portrays. Am lost i

Running The moment the air seemed to pass Am left in my thoughts with no answer its a pattern that I cant break free I never understood people's logic Then again I never understood people I was the type to be left alone in the shadow I never asked questions. I just brushed it off physically but mentally, everything is killing me Everything was nothing to others I remembered each detail like it was my favorite song  "its a circle" I see the signs and I try to avoid it Things makes no sense  Am left asking questions why do I have to repeat myself  and beg for things to be normal  You see there is nothing wrong with you  it's ok you blame me and everything else You say you wish things would still be the same That your scared  But I don't get why you do the things you do  And say the things you say But never think of the words first. Guest Article Written By :~Angelbaby217~

Am a writer Off course I am I pride myself of been poetic Invading the minds of my subjects Leaving all spellbound While they beg for more With Hearts torn open. Feelings spread across the floor Thoughts gushing out The very window to the mind open I try not to bleed my *heart out* But My quill is moving Ink spilling Blood flowing Definitely no better feeling My life is an open book Tales rolling out Secrets rising from the ground Nothing holds me bound So this is Me Hidden beyond bare eyes But receptive to clearer minds If you want to know me, Please read my thoughts But Pay more heed to my words.

Am never the one to apologise. I love being in control The feel of been powerful, The enormous energy bursting through one's veins And the sudden truth that makes me invisible. It Keeps me excited It gets me going It's what makes me *ME*. But Lately,  I have lost  it all It's all gone The Feeling,  The energy Am weightless You have taken total control And I can't get it back.  Your beauty engulfs my heart all Morning Because you all I can think off Seeing you giggle, Has been the highlight of my dreams I want to please you in a thousand ways possible, Cuddle with you a million times And tell you how beautiful you look. Get to feel every inch of you From your silk hair down to your face With Hands tracing further to your waist  Whispering into those gorgeous ears how perfect you are. I want to be there every single moment the sun lights up your face Believe you me, Nothing could be more

For many years I felt alone in this small part of the world I’ve called my home Had the ability to rhyme and write But I kept my poems out of sight People down here they see me as tough a pillar of strength when life gets rough They don’t know that when I’ve had enough I hide and write and turn to mush Locked away words to never share Didn’t really think anyone would care Then one fine day I found you here A world of poets, and Diarylanders so rare I posted and was welcomed by Seun AnneMomoh and MissBiba made my day Joanee and Adeh39 urged me on forward Mhizpeaarl and MzMayD caught my attention Two years passed I sort of got bored Then I got involved in the Romance section Scared at first but then started to grin Somehow in there I fit right in Found myself writing more and more Reading other’s diaries,poems and stories I came to adore their words and their hearts their spirit

Am caught between webs Heart torn apart Feelings I can't control. Thought love was a myth A hidden truth kept from humans At least kept away from me Until you graced my presence Sitting right in front of me The air filled with your aura Breathing in your essence Has Never Been so intoxicating Your warmth oozing out with such freedom How could one not get drunk with such a gift I have to know you Draw you closer to myself Keep you in arms length And never let you leave my sight Shakespeare thought he found love He could never have been more wrong Because he never laid eyes on you.

We sat in a bar We got stinking drunk We left in my car Were both full of spunk We drove through the night Both talking some trash I ran a red light Head on was the crash I lay in the street The blood would not stop A beer by my feet Approached by a cop Body was shaking Heart dropped when he said "Ain't no mistaking Your best friend is dead." I was arrested Ass put in a cell Strength was then tested In suicide hell Very next morning Inside a Courtroom People were mourning I shared in their gloom I looked at his Mom Eyes teary and sad Her world without charm I knew she was MADD "I am so sorry Through hell I will trudge I wish it were me May God be my judge." I have no defense I'm going away Jail's one consequence I sadly must pay The price it will cost It's steep as can be I carry a Cross Too heavy for me I sit in my cell I see your son's face

ONLY IN TIME. When i think of love i think of u I think of me and all we could be I think about "us" and know that I must stop and take a step back Because this is all in my head a story no one has read a secret held close to my heart So i sit and wish and I dream of a time that when anyone asks I can say that you're mine For i once heard a whisper or perhaps just my thoughts that I am not the only one who wishes and dreams and dares to believe that there would be an "us" a "you and me" And there would be a time that when anyone asks I can say that you're mine That time would come I know this,I do just like i know that roses are red and violets are blue and forever and always I have loved you...

Relationship Goals This is a short poem written to the very first girl that stole my heart.Never the type to believe in love. Always felt it belonged to the married couples, the grown ups. Love has no place for the youth. The exact words I told myself. Not until I meant Chiamaka. A goddess in human form and in a teenager's body. Feelings never felt before nor could I ever explain ran through my spine accompanied with feverishly sensations. What could be wrong??..Was I coming down with something or was it the general expression of developing cold feets I have heard a thousand times. I may not have the answers . But this am clearly sure of. No one has ever made me feel this way. Keeping me on edge with every turn and twist of your seductive body. I hope this short poetry could make you notice me and bring me out of my total awkwardness. People speak of fate and meeting people of chance Finding of soul mates and love at first glance. Alignment of planets Shoo