Showing posts with label Sad Poetry. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Sad Poetry. Show all posts

Everyday I Wake Up!

Sad Poetry

Everyday i wake up
Stare at the mirror
And convince myself
Never to love again

The trauma of one's heart
Shattering into a million pieces
Is a burden no one should bear.

The silent screams of pain
Piercing into the very core of my soul
Making me bleed profusely
Has blackened my heart
Thickened my emotions
And made me hostile to feelings

Not proud of what I have become
But you made me so

How could you?
I loved you deeply
I gave up the world for you

You were all I cared about
Your happiness was my daily job
And one I never planned of quitting
I guess that wasn't enough

Years passed
And many more I had planned out
Just to be with you
Stay by your side
Cuddle with you night and day
And never leave you wanting

But you just couldn't wait.

Was I too kind?
Was I too romantic and cheesy?
Did my affections for you make you sick?

Don't you dare answer
You have done much harm
and it would be the death of me

You deserve all the credits
Carefully sucking out the joy in my Life
Is quite a skill to admire
Many have tried but failed woefully

You made it happen effortlessly
Not a drop of tear broke from those pretty eyes

I guessed you never loved me
Am sorry it took you four years
To figure that out.


I have been struck
Deeper than any wound gotten
Heart is bleeding
Pulse slowly fading

This must be a dream
One I must wake up from

I finally get to read your words
And how cruel were they

You possibly never meant that
I was all your's
I lived for you
I breath for you

Nothing was more precious
Than to be called yours truly

How could you?"
The world is cruel enough
Adding yours would be the death of me

Please take them back
Renounce those harsh words.
Tell me it was never you

Lie to me
Just this once
And maybe after


Thought a life without you was possible
Hell, thought it was a run-way to freedom
How much wrong could I be.

You the best thing that has ever happened to me.
Those gentle hands
Caressing every fibre of my being

You cared more than I could ever muster
Always felt you were too good for me
I still feel same
Every time I stare into those eyes
I dreaded the day I would loose you

But Fear has a funny way of coming to life
Eating into one's subconscious
And bringing out our deepest secrets into existence

Getting over you has being the hardest task in my life
And I have been through so many

The heart is filled of deep pits
Capable of burying feelings without a trace

But this heart has become shallow
Memories flowing to the surface
Exposing the weakness that lies within

I lost you without a fight
I let you go without a struggle
A decision I have come to regret every passing moment

But you happy now
At least you seem so

I refuse to spoil that
I refuse to be me

Though it kills every cell in my bones
To see you walk-by without a hug
A kiss
Or a touch of your lips

You deserve a better person
One who cherishes you
And never gets doubts about how perfect you are

That's just not me.
That can't be me.